Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Blessed roads.

Why people won't fight for their own life?
I'm gonna fight for all the best things in my life, even it'll be so in pain, i'm not let my self down.. And when i'm at that point, i'll emphasize and insist to my self, never stop fighting. All i have to do is believing and say that everythings happened is good for me, and next time, when i lose, i am gonna make it up for sure :)

i'm on the bus now, on the road from indralaya to palembang.. Looking throuh the window, It's cloudy though, i wish the rain won't pouring me down when i get home.
Inspiring and Blessing road.

Blessed roads.

Why people won't fight for their own life?
I'm gonna fight for the best things in my life, even it'll being so pain, i'm not let down.. And when i'm at that point, i'll emphasize and insist to my heart, never stop fighting. All i have to is believing and say that everythings happened is good for me, and next time, when i lose, i am gonna fix it and make it up for sure :)

i'm on the bus now, on the road from indralaya to palembang.. Looking throung then window, It's cloudy though, i wish the rain won't pouring me down when i get home.
Blessed road.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

on Wednesday, i was being blood donor, then i after transferred my beloved blood in the blood bag i got faint and next day feels no good. I've never expected i could get faint. i am pretty sure about the rules of the blood transferring. but i don't know why it;s go with on that way. FAINT!

But for sure i am gonna say, when I go faint, it's TOTALLY COOL man! i feel my body, its reaction..

and now, i am missing my blood, where them go anyways??

i promise to my self gonna fill that list blood donor till its get 50 time being blood donor.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

lunch tadi..bareng Yuli dan Nia, membicarakan tentang bagaimana dakwah itu dan bagaimana dakwah yang ku jalani sekarang. deep breath taking and exhales. bagaimana jadinya kalo saya tetap seperti ini tanpa ada kemajuan dalam hal berdakwah, termasuk berkorban spenuh hati, jiwa, dan raga di dalamnya, nantinya ketika para angkatan tua meninggalkan kampus, regenerasi di mulai dan bagaimana jika yang selama ini mereka (baca : angkatan tua) berikan kepada saya belum cukup untuk mengembangkan wadah dakwah ini. bagaimana ketika saya ikut dalam dakwah dan karena ketidaktahuan dan kedangkalan saya tentang nya dan kemalasan saya untuk menguliknya dakwah itu lebih dalam ia akan menjadi lebih buruk dari sebelumnya. jadi bagaimana ini?

btw, talking about this,it's just something i've never expected to talk about. but, i like. and i like being MAHASISWA.

MY AYAH

when you realize that someone who's u, all this time, said as your hero now is a loser. he's always be your guardian, you tell everyone about him proudly, he's a guy that you can always lay your head on his shoulder when you are in hard time, he's the one you always meant hear, the only one of your adviser, and you reckon on him. . but, now he's just pathetic. he is miserable.

but i could bear that loads for all my life. since he loves me, i love him and since he's always tell his friends that i am one of his blessing in disguise sweetheart daughter. and having me is the best things that ALLAH sent in his life. :))
i will always love him till the end of my life and respect him. i love my AYAH.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

freaky wed day

hari ini, rabu, sebenernya ndak ada kuliah, tapi teutep ...pergi ke kampus karna ada rapat global panitiia Asean Islamic Economic Summit (AIES) i am letterally so proud for being one of commitee of the first international summit in UNSRI. early morn, wake up lately caus e i am about in women being phase..bangun, ke kamar mandi, jemur pakaian yang udah di bilas kemarin malem..truss mandi..ini-itu, ini-itu..then I leave kos.

walked alone, i saw Nia from the far spot. We both got into the queued.. but everyday just the same, there're so many stupid people who didn't make a queue, they sabotage our bus.. i hate them much! sometime, i shouting them loudly. but they don't even feel the sound of hatred in my voice. now, i treat and call them as some stupid people. back the queued, ada 2 seat lagi yang tersisa...jadi we're with doubt got in the bus.. afterwards the bus stopped, i know something not going on its own way. ya..pecah ban. jadi kita turun ke dari bis dan pindah ke bis belakang. Nia said, do not ever go up if we're in doubt. i think, it's go bursttyres though. no correllation.

jadi waktu nyampe di kampus, langsung ke mang odong, jajan pempek dan beli donat dengan Siska. truss langsung ke corner, nyampe sana..mba nya lum dateng, jd nunggu dulu.. we have inquality chatter, finally, the mbak was came. jadi langsung surfing the internet. lama------entah browsing apa, tapi yang pasti buka FB dan blogger.

well, i am gonna complete the story of today later... gonna cut it off awhile. i am too tired beside @ my straight ahead, some award tv show on air.

tada.. i am in corner now, trying to continue the story.

but i ain't really wanna finish this though.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

something new

i got something new last night. i got new software, some utilities to make my desktop more cool and simply. new desktop gadgets and new software like blog, its used for write something like diary. well, quite useful for me, but seems like its make my laptop bit slowly, maybe its have big capacity memory i guess!! looks like i am gonna turn off of that gadgets!

currently, i know that my fund wasn't receipt by me. i don't know why, i hope it's not in the middle of trouble things or something like admins error that can make it delay to sent into my bank account!i've ever in that messed up, i swear to God i won't never had that mess again! well, today i am gonna check it out. wish me luck!

Saturday, May 1, 2010

yea..well, i am about in the middle of darkness. electricity's off down cause there's electricity power have broken. ya, currently i am not really feels sorry about this condition though. oyaa..uni qq just telling me that there is three kitties with their mom upstair.OMG..i directly go upward to see them then ta da..there just t
the mom seeing around no kitties (hardschoffs). actually, this phone is in an rush minutes to dead. i should have finish this typing keypad annoying sound immediately! bye then!