it is written

"Sesungguhnya kami menurunkannya berupa Alquran dalam bahasa Arab" (Yusuf:2)

tonight what i longing since 7 days ago is over and I can read it again. the Alquran. and fortunately, i found an expression from the Holy Alquran, you can see the sentence above.
those words which is having me in questioning for this long time that i have tried to found the exactly place where its written in the Alquran.

around 2006, i have a project completely finish for reading and reaching the means of Alquran's said, i mean Allah said in the Alquran. but i was not completely fulfill the project, i have just read the Arabic, and sometime if i have my mood i would read the means too.then i have a fate with those words above. i am so interested in with the line and the idea, why should Allah create the Alquran in Arabic, not create in the other language. i supposed it because Muhammad SAW was born in Arab and maybe its have a connection, but i ask myself back why Allah choose a man from Arabic?

i have so many question in my mind but i am not asking or searching it on the internet, so that question just fade from my short memories, but in my heart they are still. Why Allah create the Aquran in Arabic?

short story version : i forgot where the exactly place those words is written, and i am hoping to find it again.

and tonight i found it and i will asking to my senior Why Allah create the Alquran in Arabic?

i thought it was so easier like you do something alone, no one will interrupt you and somebody have to take care of or when you go some where, you exactly know the place you headed is. no need for waiting anybody. walking around, seeing something new, observing what you had seen. but, today..socialize is more fun than anything, when you make a circle with you friends, make some laugh, doing an idiot things, mock somebody,

and..the things we do today, the insanity, i'll never forget it..

uda dan uni

sekarang, aku sedang mendengarkan dua orang paling aneh, dua orang yang aku sayang, dua orang yang aku berharap mereka bisa berakhir dengan sesuatu yang istimewa.

dan aku sangat rela kalau jadi bahan ejekan sebagai topik obrolan mereka. dikatain ngegelinding, dikatain sering cemberut..dan banyak lagi..

jangan be idak bejadian!!

my new room

this is my new bedroom, and i am feeling so comfort and enjoy my new room, fresh air and new sight..

i have changed the sofa to the dispenser spot. make up my wardrobe and books.
though it was so tired, sweat, and dusty.. i am happy cause my room went clear, clean, wider, and it is so tight be in here :) and of course my scent is spreading around.

PIZZA HUWI

YOUR NEW LIFESTYLE
ENJOY!

in between

i am quite surprised about i passed the requirement for being a SAHABAT WISDOM and November 1st, Agus and I, ready to go to UGM University. but, Agus said that we are not go there as a LO Liason Officer but as a participant. and as far i know about being a participant , you have to prepared one presentation about the event and of course your point of view, in English, not Bahasa. well, it quite challenge my self but i am not pretty sure to speak in front of many people who expert on their own field.

Allah, please help, there are another things to worry about. my AKL test and research methodology, i am not find a title yet. please Alah help me, make me strong to pass all of them. i am so worry, when i decided to choose go to UGM University, i have to stay there at least twelve days and i am pretty sure i missed all at least 2 meeting, and they are both are not easy to pass with a good score. it scheduled on Nov 2nd a AKL 2nd test with Mr. Arista is held, and 6th of Nov is proposal presentation. ya Allah..help me please.

make them, all of them happen in a good ways and i can handle them both. Amin. and thanks a lot Allah..for make this dream happened.

define individualisme

this is the reason why i want to be an individualisme

first, because you don't have to be care to anyone problems. let they make up and overcome their own problem without you interrupt them. but i still thinking deeper about why people wants to know the others problem while they have more problems, is it a problem when you don't know anyone problems?

second, it's a habits in my country, Indonesia, gossip is the highest ranking of tv channel. infotainment have a blast and everybody, especially housewives who is heard from her neighborhood about a musician's scandal,run to the house, get a remote tv soon, turn on ,and a provocative, hi-pitched voice airing. see, everyone love Gossip.

third, when you become an individulist, you are more safe from the sins, cause when you are a part of society who love gossip much then you realize that it's not health for your soul, you quit and it's make you a people who just stay away from sins. congrats!

fourth, people around you are more happier cause the have a friend who don't want to be a Dr.gossip who might say things which hurt anybody.

so, why we just be a individulisme who don't care about people scandal. i don't care about social science point of view, gossip as a control social and every things.

this is individulisme what i mean.and maybe i will become a strictly individualist when this world get more worse.

world revolves and they are still

some people born in this world, and i don't know why, they are used to make this world more worse, they do total destruction. some times i am asking to myself and i answered back to mine, do i belong to those kind of people. I hope i ain't. but when i met to those people, my point for them is "better you go hell man!" insulting them makes me more satisfied. do that point makes me closes to them. i hope not.



i hate the way they act like childish and selfish and utterly makes me want to vomit. i loathe them and feel like it's not make any sense for doing some communication or greeting to them.



i wish i born like Hulk, when i got angry then transform my body to giant green who save the world and help those people easier to get the place they deserve and fit with. Amin.



but i know while the worlds revolves they are still live even a lot.

suddenly sins

everyday i woke from my sleep and i suddenly for the first of my blink i evaluate every things, detail thing and a big stuff, i do correction. that things just came up from my head, and my brain trying to remember what is in the past and choose whether it was the correct one or the bad stuff. and every time my brain find out a little thing about mistaken, i got irritate, i promise to myself not do that again but i just know it's all about me, myself and i who gonna do, again, the wrong i had before.

everyday, we do sins and i think it's time to think about it a lot, i feel like we are on the emergency condition, we are in the end of time, just waiting for the blow up of the earth and universe. and i don't know if i do really prepare about that time.

huh, i hope i get heaven soon after i went to the hell ..amin.