FACES

face that I love. face that makes my face younger and if i live with this child i may smile everyday . she is always be sparkling. i think.

there is a pic i forgot to rotate ^^

process

you may twisted by the process so.. you have to see the pictures from the very bottom..

those picture is the process of how Haikal my little brother trying to catch up Ririn's hair cause he was annoyed and fed up by what Ririn has done to him. those picture i have taken with my Cookie 2.0 mega pixel camera and with 6 sequel captures. I love to see how Haikal's face, he was completely happy and satisfy by drawed out her hair. fortunately for Ririn this is legal action is taken place in our yard so there is not hi-screaming and tears. actually this is a daily scene happens in our home, especially in the room. they are fighting over time. i just enjoy the show. and believe me there is no one get hurt in this scheme. lol



P.S gonna miss them much

1-day

officially holiday in Muara Dua was over on a day ago, so it makes me more cheerful to see what my day become in case i am now spending my remains day off in Palembang. well, let see what the city has already. so, i am quite fortune for having Tia here, she is available for me, in order she has no anything too just like me. lonely day in off days. so I said why we just do hang out, buy ticket for cool movie..

i plan to go to DVD stores too. we are gonna see how i am so out of new films..

kagak update.

selalu ketinggalan informasi atau menganggap remeh sebuah ajakan...

dari ajakan jadi lo seagames yang saya anggap remeh dan akhirnya ketempat registrasi setelah mereka tutup..

info ke thailand untuk acara konferensi pemuda, telat dapet info, yang ngajak juga udah pergi kesana.

sekarang info konferensi di aussie, telat juga..

hedeh seharusnya saya yang lebih proaktif dalam mencari informasi..

pokoknya sebelum lulus harus sudah mengikuti event internasional!!! penting tuh buat CV...

bored day comes 2 part 2

Bapisah Untuak Batamu
oleh LOLI ASIR

Babega kumbang malayang-layang
Ulah bungo kambang di jambanga
Indak ka bilang jo uda batamu pandang
Namun cinto alun ta sampaikan

Mamabantang awan di hari patang
Alun tabanam si matohari
Samakin lamo uda denai pandang
Disinan cinto makin manjadi

Layuah bungo nan kambang
Kumbang bamegah tabang malayang
Uda tolonglah tenggang
Buliah cinto denai sampaikan

22.23 p.m
this song is nice and have deep meaning. when I try to reach out the meaning like I watch a couple in love roles out with the storyline of this song. And I imagine that couple is my Mom and my Dad. I remember when my Mom called out my Dad "Uda"...I missed that.

And the way the female singer delivered this song is really knocked out your heart. You can feel that. I love to hear this song over and over. But the best part of this song is... " Disinan cinto makin manajadi." Just wondering what kind of expression's out when the female singer made the video song.

I texted Nia and said " Nia pokoknyo semester ^ Nisa harus pergi ke Padang" tehre is flames in my heart. On my 20 y.o I have to go to Padang Allah please..please..please make this happen. Amin.

"Don't love New York anymore. Now, a lot mind for Padang. Not cause I am Padangnees but concern bout the culture n nature.. Just LOVE Padang. Have to go there this semester. Amin."

NB. please do correct if the lyrics is having some mistakes cause I got that from listening on my own player.

bored day comes 2 part 1

11st of January. Well…well, I am getting older everyday and soon on 13th of January, I am officially 20 y.o . Song title from Britney might suit with me “… I am not a girl not yet a woman….” Lol. Today, it is sort of tough early day to be passed. Everyday I am realizing about how people out there are getting smart and improve. I mean how they change their life into betterment. And not just because they are interested in with something new or in order too get new lifestyle but it more about change the life, your future.
Whereas, I am now on just sit and stand for same ground that I have yesterday. I do some checking info from some people on Facebook, great spirit of young people, seeing their motivation, their achievements, and their belief and compare with me who do not have something great either. I am just get stunning of what they have and what they do and just get shocking, how I am so lived in may comfort zone life. We never open our eyes about things like that. I am feeling like I have spent many years of my calendar life to watch what I have become now in front of my laptop talking about young people greatness not talking about what I have achieved in my life.
Well.. I can talk about me on this whole story but there is nothing to talk about me. I am nothing though there are some achievements I made, I mean every one do achievement, something can make them be proud of, but it’s just a bit achievement. Everybody dreams are special, we are special but why those dream just fading away and we just say this is enough for me or this is a pride that I can take though everyone around me does the same.
See, how we got this so far.

bored day comes 1

After every things has passed away, events, and story. I am somewhat freaky over my self, I mean it is been a long time am not belong with old-me, with I used to be. I was on the track of self-destruction and did not even realize it occurs. Therefore, I guess I am now on the state of realizing what I have become and what things I should fix. It is quite a while even recognizing this situations until it comes with my-father-got-his- attack -from –the- heart (what a word).
Now, I am feeling better but there are still some annoying stuffs, I don’t know what it is. It is bothering me and I don’t even see clearly, what happened. Maybe it just the remains of self-destruction. It is the time for me dealing with self-improvement. However, due to holiday time I am not found anything I can do for self-improvement. Well, it might be this, writing, self-expression.
Only writing? Hell yeah!
I am thinking another thing like go to the some entertain place. Though I have to spend some money. Consider, I am over with just sitting like a fool in the house, just playing around with my laptop, TV, and phone, take a nap. Time has just crawling around. And what I am doing today is just the same with what I was doing yesterday. No progress!! About go to some place, how’s theater? There is Narnia 3 playing. I plan tomorrow with Tia but she just said how if we come to the theater on Thursday. Well, Thursday is my birthday, I plan to go alone to the theater too, and I hope there is cool film. But how pathetic I am! Spending my birthday lonely. But I love to.
Anyway, I am missing my best friends. Yuli, Nia, Pia, Vhani, and Paskah. There was a time I am feeling like no one understands me and I do not need anyone to understand me because I can solve my own problems. And even I have one, he or she can not even imagine what complicated stuffs I face ( I am feeling like I am complicated and special!) and give some advices which is, I conclude, not worthy and waste my time. Now, those girls always are supporting me and gimme some advices somewhat religious. We have shared some problem, chat, and even mock. Girlfriends world is more fascinating and cheerful. I thought it was all about pink, dolls, boys ( when I was junior grades). Now it is cozier. Ngabuburit, laughing, and feeding. I mean we love feeding ourselves in Pak De’s House.
I like becoming mean girl.
Actually, I got upset too with my friends who have been in their own town now. They didn’t even see how hurt I am. I have to celebrate my birthday alone! See, again, PATHETIC! And I ascertain there is no treat for you guys! Just kidding! Maybe I am just not pleasant with this 20 years old as I am so excited with my teen’s celebrations. I got the whole point of being 20 years old from blog walking. So many restricted and you have to be mature on your own ages. Please MATURE!
Things are changes from your teens and there are some burdens for me if someone asks me how old are you..I guess it doesn’t matter at all at any cost. But I am just not comfort to tell people I am 20 y.o and it might make some cost, I mean when I get depress I am going to expend money for feeding my depress heart!! Haaa.. seems like am out of the story line, even from beginning. Hey, it just talking dude!!