Gosh! How stupid i am! This is my second foolish.. I've written my posting then the last act is press the posting but.. Then, i just suddenly press back..but i ain't yet save my post! Ugh.. Did i mention, i wrote my post via phone! Well, this is suck thing!

weird dreams

sudah 3 hari terakhir ini aku mimpi aneh.

malam pertama. aku bermimpi tentang malam. mungkin ini represent dari kesukaan ku terhadap malam. ya , malam. aku suka dia. apalagi ada bulan dan mbintang yang menghiasinya. cantik dan mempesona. suatu wajtu aku pernah tidur di teras atas sambil memandang langit. begitu indahnya. kembali ke mimpiku.. aku seakan-akan terbang ke langit dengan sebuah rumah terbang. seperti sebuah film berjudul Zathura. aku bisa menjangkau setiap benda langit. bintang-bintang saling berhubungan membuat setiap rasi. erm..seperti software stellarium yang diberikan Vhanie. didalam mimpiku ada seorang laki-laki aku lupa mukanya. yah..kebanyakan kita pasti akan lupa jika ada kehadiran seseorang tak dikenal dalam mimpi. bagian yang paling ku ingat adalah aku melihat sebuah balon udara dengan tali yang masih mengait yang terbang melayang di angkasa. layaknya balon yang terlepas dari pegangan seorang anak kecil. balon itu mendekat ke arah ku, langsung saja ku raih talinya dan balon itu kuberikan kepada laki-laki itu. hm quite weird i think..

malam kedua. aku bermimpi tentang perjodohan ku. aneh. di mimpi itu, ada ibu dan ayah. kami masih tinggal di Muaradua. entahlah, darimanan awalnya aku berada di bagian atas rumah kami. disana sednag berlangsung acara kumpul-kumpul, entah apa yang dibicarakan. tapi kerja ku disana hanya ngelawak bersama beberapa gaids yang tak ku kuanal. tiba-tiba nenek ku menyapa seorang kakek. kakek itu mengeluarkan hp dan sebuah foto. foto itu dia berikan kepada nenek..kemudian kakek itu berbalik membelakangi nenek sambil mengetik sms..dan nenek menuju ke arahku dan memberikan foto itu. seorang laki-laki dengan pakaian adat lengkap melihat ke arah ku. wajahnya aku ingat, mukanya panjang kecil, matanya belok, dan tinggi. seperti orang arab. setelah itu aku lupa apa yang terjadi, tiba-tiba....membuka mata dan bangun dari tidur. aku keluar dan melihat jam. 5 subuh uhhh.. sambil tertawa dan menutup muka, [sighs] aku melupakan hal yang terpenting. aku lupa menghidupkan alarm hp ku, bangun untuk nonton bola inter vs barca.

malam ketiga. ini yang paling aneh! aku bermimpi sesorang membuatkanku sebuah kolam berenang, sebenarnya itu bukan kolam berenang hanya galian rendah yang cukup luas, persegi panjang yang kemudian diisi air berwarna aneh, antara biru, abu-abu, agak hijau tua. tapi entah mengapa kau merasa kolam tanah itu akan menjadi kolam berenang. selanjutnya, semuanya tampak kacau, seperti film yang diputar cepat, agak kabur dan gelap. dan tiba-tiba aku sudah berada bersama seorang wanita dan ugh..we both kisses in lust. ughhhhhhhh..... and the worst is i couldn't even erase that dreamt out of my head.

well, all of all, i wish that those weird dream would never happen in my real life. i hope so. but Thanks Allah, still gimme chances to dreaming. :)

in my room with open door following with agif's voice on the telephone. he's become a great and smart boy. he can operating laptop and open some website specially babytv.com..
oya..great boy definitely.

well, this is my first open my blog, and write some on line and post it directly i hope so!
i've borrowed Vhani's phone modem. she's very kind with people. Loves her!
well, actually i'm about find on the internet about diversifikasi and diferensiasi kinda marketing management task.

emergency in time. bye!

more weak...

i am feeling so weak today, beside i got flu plus it's make me feeling so annoyed with this first day of women being!! it's give me in pain..

erm...last evening i and uni kiki went to uni qq's friend. at first, i thought hers address not too far. then i realized we've walked more than 20 minutes. seems like i am wanna take my legs down. before we go, uni qq have emphasized me do not complaint or even if i got tired don't get faint! she's so meant it...hahha..

it's so tired though..we've both have hi quality chatter..

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I'm now..in the middle of suffucient of money. Never expected this happened since i've finished my junior school.
Anyway, i'm still thankful to Allah. HE gimme nice grandma who always think that i'm the only her grandchild. So thats why, she's gonna help me though if i'm in troubled.

In planned, ayah gonna send me some money. Thanks God.
Wanna XO him much. I know how hard to through all this chaos. Allah please give him strength to pass out.
Later, I hope I intend to make him happier. I hope..

My 2nd posting..

This is my 2nd posting to my blog within 20mnt. Even there's no reader or follower, it's not my motive why I create my blogs..well, this is kinda my advocation.
It's better for me to updating my blog than updating my status on FB!

Btw, i don't get some texted from my friends would says "it's akm, nisa! Where r U?"
well, i guess it ain't akm yet! Ha..

For the first time..

My first time sat down at the behind seat in transmusi. Comfort, I definitely had my time wit this.. Haa..
Btw, i think all of my friends now in the middle of akm 2.. I just got my bus. Cause i thought the bus will take long time to get the halt, so I use the time to take my bubur ayam breakfast. It's a vendor.. I'm feeling so gud. Hmm..its high protein n carbo.. Enough for thru the rough time.

OMG! I just saw a woman who have same sweeter wit me..well, ain't weird cause I bought it when the sale up to 50%..
I pray to Allah, may all the things i've achieved is gud things which within Allah blessing and may all the things will come out for today, it ain't useless. Amin.

An update..

Since my last posting, it's feels much week have been thru..while i have many twister thoughts bout my collage..

There's adds times for mgt acc for int'l class this evening. We have much lost meet cause Mr. Sulaiman or others lectures too busy to share their liabilities time for us. I don't know why they supposed to not came while time get rush to the mid term exam.
After that, i'll take Uda's promise to pick me up back to Perum.. I don't know, maybe this nite we gonna celebrate uni's final graduate exam :)

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Spoted! This April, start with watching Gossip Girl GG season 3. Now, I am curious what they have on the 15th episode. I hope GG adds more things with Chuck and Blair. I love them. They are self centered damage people but they both caring people around them, caring them, and seems like they get easy way out when bear the loads. And I love to see they both XO I feel that romance. I don’t think this season gonna be great and hot and sex and much romance tension for them than season 2. I love watching over and over season 2. Cause its show the complication of love between Chuck and Queen B. They bet, who’s gonna win and be the first who tell loves to the other. I love their fighting and forcing each others. The director keeps them have romance tension though. Beside, I love their wardrobe, it’s gorgeous, the jacket and dress, and every single coat and tuxedo Chuck’s wears, and I love them all. I love their style. I wish C and B in their lives as Ed and Leighton were belong together into love. Ed supposed to be with Leighton not Vannesa ( I don’t know her real name).

I hope I get my 6 million from scholarship and if it’s happen then I’ll buy the complete 2nd season GG. I know sound ridiculous but that’s makes sense… beside I Love it and wanna book my collection; I have enough money to buy it.